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I humbly request that no one enter the CES from 8:00 to 8:30 pm standard Barge time. I'll be [destroying things] conducting experiments. If anyone has plans I can adjust my schedule to accommodate. [Pleasant pleasant.]

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[This part is accidentally video, it was supposed to be audio. His room is wrecked around the nice blue box. His hands are shaking. He's so angry. He's so mad he's pretty sure he can taste colors. He's that mad.]

Talk me out of it. Talk me out of it, right now. [He pulls in a tight breath around his teeth.] I need... a voice of reason... at the moment. My worst nature is about to get the better of me and I know that it is.

So. Talk me out if it before I do something I regret because I'm having a wretched time of managing it on my own! [All of the furious "R" rolling.]

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[As cool and collected as he can manage.] I would like you to come to the CES with me.

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There's something you ought to be made aware of, in regards of your new inmate.

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I think that creating that is the best idea that I've heard in a while. I worry that I'm not a trained therapist, though. I worry that I might make things worse.

[But she had been trying to do it since she'd been here.]

It's funny you mention this, because Sev things I should act as a personal doctor to people. I'm just worried about the state of the infirmary that people would be in when everyone leaves. Doctor Cesaeres is fine, but he's from so long ago and he's acting like he's attempting to take over and I'm not comfortable with it.

Doctor, do you think the infirmary is making me miserable and short tempered?

There are many therapists on help lines that are only volunteers with no formal education. Just someone that someone can talk to, and has been there with that sort of unease and pain. But if you're concerned, I would understand.

[He pauses as he tries to think of the right question, since most of her ill-temper he doesn't see. Being that he can have quite the ill-temper of his own.]

Honestly, how much do you dread discussions about the infirmary any more as compared to how you used to feel about it?

It's worse than having exams and peer review and the later version of you all on me at once, actually.

I'm trying to figure out how much of that is my pride and my anger for the months when I was the only doctor before these blokes have tried to push me out.

I'm not that troublesome, am I? -Wait, of course I am.

Pride is never valuable at the expense of happiness. It seems obvious to say, but harder to wrap one's mind around.

You were a bit git-like when you saw me at UNIT, despite the fact that you were the one who placed me there.

And Sev noticed enough to say something to me. Which is dumb because of course he would notice.

[A sigh.]

I'll see what happens at this meeting then decide.

I've always been hit and miss with UNIT. It was a bit like my "Barge" when I was more prone to reveries in velvet. I couldn't leave until I'd managed proving myself.

So I read when I joined up.

I met Jo once you know. She doesn't remember it, but I did.

Wasn't she wonderful? I always thought she was.

She definitely was. Mad as a hatter, but wonderful nonetheless. I found her in Africa of all places.

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