Of course you did! You just wanted your freedom.

You could have had it! You could have stopped revelling in other people's misery and stop simpering in your own. You could have realized people just died to save you. THEY DIED TO SAVE YOU REX!! No mind control. No nanomites. They didn't even know you well. But they knew what that woman was, they knew she was dangerous, and they died and you came out of it.

How did you show your appreciation? You tried destroyed their home and nearly killed them again.

I hope the price of freedom was worth it. Worth me and worth everyone that tried for you, even after you used them as cannon fodder. But I don't want to hear you whining over your victimization again when you keep casting aside everyone who made your life better.