Shut up. Yes you could have. You wouldn't let it be an option. You think Narvin didn't care about your safety? You think he would have risked his literal neck for anyone? You tell yourself this derogatory filth and fill your head with negativity to make yourself okay with the things you do!

Was Frances worth discarding too? Do you think I'm not a prisoner? I have access to resources but I'm bound to this ship because I'm dead. I was considering going ahead and proceeding with my death because I wasn't sure I could assist anyone anymore. I appreciate the argument in favor of it. It'll make my decision easier. The last thing I want to do is contribute to the making of another Master.