I can't truly judge how 'problematic, repugnant and unpleasant' you are but I will say this, you hold yourself to a higher standard that you do the rest of us. I suppose the only true neutral judgement would be an Eternal, which we either don't have or it's the Admiral, the Admiral decided you are a warden.

After all, it wasn't as if he couldn't slip you away as an inmate, given his own rules.