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championoftime) wrote2012-04-30 07:06 pm
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I brought up a bit ago that there was a distinct lack of good stories to be told here. I've been attempting to summon good ones myself, but it is difficult.
There is one definite source of pleasant thoughts with me. There was a young man here with a number of problems, but I think also with a great deal of potential. The last words that I spoke to him, I did so while he was slumbering and never had a chance to say them aloud. I deeply regret that. He was in a Barge coma at the time. Many of my favourable experiences on board involved him, though at the same time, many of the harmful and horrifying ones that others experienced also involved him.
But he gave me hope, hope that some people such as the ones that caused my universe infinite grief could improve. I saw him improve. He didn't graduate, he was cast out soon after he woke from that coma. But the potential? It was there.
It may do us all well to remember that someone that causes harm to their friends, their people, their world... They can eventually realize they're also capable of bringing someone infinite happiness. A sense of contentment that few out there get to experience. You don't need to be perfect to do that, to command love and loyalty. To make someone be appreciated. You need not even graduate. Just recall the people that bring you pleasure are far more worth your time and investment than people you dislike; it's a great expenditure on people that you would care not be around, anyway.
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I need to discuss your inmate with you. He was murdered prior to you retaining him, and it doesn't speak well to a man with insecurities in the justice system if people don't represent him fairly. I'm also guilty, as I was just recently informed that my inmate was one of the individuals implicated in the act.
So, I was wondering if I might speak with him, [and oh god, he knows it'll be a creepy, creepy place, and Richie's memories might be unreliable and rewritten to suit his fantasies, but he must be sure] and if I have permission from you and him possibly look at what he saw.
*OOC: Tonight will be the first night of the dream plot. It'll probably only go on until the 10th, but that should be plenty of time without it getting too stale.
I brought up a bit ago that there was a distinct lack of good stories to be told here. I've been attempting to summon good ones myself, but it is difficult.
There is one definite source of pleasant thoughts with me. There was a young man here with a number of problems, but I think also with a great deal of potential. The last words that I spoke to him, I did so while he was slumbering and never had a chance to say them aloud. I deeply regret that. He was in a Barge coma at the time. Many of my favourable experiences on board involved him, though at the same time, many of the harmful and horrifying ones that others experienced also involved him.
But he gave me hope, hope that some people such as the ones that caused my universe infinite grief could improve. I saw him improve. He didn't graduate, he was cast out soon after he woke from that coma. But the potential? It was there.
It may do us all well to remember that someone that causes harm to their friends, their people, their world... They can eventually realize they're also capable of bringing someone infinite happiness. A sense of contentment that few out there get to experience. You don't need to be perfect to do that, to command love and loyalty. To make someone be appreciated. You need not even graduate. Just recall the people that bring you pleasure are far more worth your time and investment than people you dislike; it's a great expenditure on people that you would care not be around, anyway.
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I need to discuss your inmate with you. He was murdered prior to you retaining him, and it doesn't speak well to a man with insecurities in the justice system if people don't represent him fairly. I'm also guilty, as I was just recently informed that my inmate was one of the individuals implicated in the act.
So, I was wondering if I might speak with him, [and oh god, he knows it'll be a creepy, creepy place, and Richie's memories might be unreliable and rewritten to suit his fantasies, but he must be sure] and if I have permission from you and him possibly look at what he saw.
*OOC: Tonight will be the first night of the dream plot. It'll probably only go on until the 10th, but that should be plenty of time without it getting too stale.
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I haven't been able to see much of Arkady lately. I wonder if you know how she is.
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grace of godwhim of the Admiral he very easily might have been brought on board as an inmate instead, as Braxiatel had. He came to the Barge quite convinced that the idea of him ever making someone happy was impossible, patently absurd. Even his "friends" on Gallifrey didn't exactly like him. And now, nearly two years later, he's married. He supposes that proves that the Doctor is right. Even destructive wretches can turn around and discover that they can give someone real happiness, and that they enjoy doing so.He'd have to be a lot less sober to tell the Doctor any of that, though.]
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But couldn't everyone.
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So he opts not to respond.]
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I am aware of his circumstances prior to becoming my inmate.
How can you see what he saw?
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It's a struggle...
She's just going to go back to bartending while she mulls, though.]
ooc: Hope you don't mind - it was too good and apt a post for her NOT to be listening in, but I couldn't see her responding right now. ^^;
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*OOC: It's perfectly fine! I love me some introspective comments.
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ooc: Introspection she can do! Just so long as she needn't share with the class. ;)