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championoftime) wrote2012-04-30 07:06 pm
championoftime) wrote2012-04-30 07:06 pm
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I brought up a bit ago that there was a distinct lack of good stories to be told here. I've been attempting to summon good ones myself, but it is difficult.
There is one definite source of pleasant thoughts with me. There was a young man here with a number of problems, but I think also with a great deal of potential. The last words that I spoke to him, I did so while he was slumbering and never had a chance to say them aloud. I deeply regret that. He was in a Barge coma at the time. Many of my favourable experiences on board involved him, though at the same time, many of the harmful and horrifying ones that others experienced also involved him.
But he gave me hope, hope that some people such as the ones that caused my universe infinite grief could improve. I saw him improve. He didn't graduate, he was cast out soon after he woke from that coma. But the potential? It was there.
It may do us all well to remember that someone that causes harm to their friends, their people, their world... They can eventually realize they're also capable of bringing someone infinite happiness. A sense of contentment that few out there get to experience. You don't need to be perfect to do that, to command love and loyalty. To make someone be appreciated. You need not even graduate. Just recall the people that bring you pleasure are far more worth your time and investment than people you dislike; it's a great expenditure on people that you would care not be around, anyway.
[Private to Castiel]
I need to discuss your inmate with you. He was murdered prior to you retaining him, and it doesn't speak well to a man with insecurities in the justice system if people don't represent him fairly. I'm also guilty, as I was just recently informed that my inmate was one of the individuals implicated in the act.
So, I was wondering if I might speak with him, [and oh god, he knows it'll be a creepy, creepy place, and Richie's memories might be unreliable and rewritten to suit his fantasies, but he must be sure] and if I have permission from you and him possibly look at what he saw.
*OOC: Tonight will be the first night of the dream plot. It'll probably only go on until the 10th, but that should be plenty of time without it getting too stale.
I brought up a bit ago that there was a distinct lack of good stories to be told here. I've been attempting to summon good ones myself, but it is difficult.
There is one definite source of pleasant thoughts with me. There was a young man here with a number of problems, but I think also with a great deal of potential. The last words that I spoke to him, I did so while he was slumbering and never had a chance to say them aloud. I deeply regret that. He was in a Barge coma at the time. Many of my favourable experiences on board involved him, though at the same time, many of the harmful and horrifying ones that others experienced also involved him.
But he gave me hope, hope that some people such as the ones that caused my universe infinite grief could improve. I saw him improve. He didn't graduate, he was cast out soon after he woke from that coma. But the potential? It was there.
It may do us all well to remember that someone that causes harm to their friends, their people, their world... They can eventually realize they're also capable of bringing someone infinite happiness. A sense of contentment that few out there get to experience. You don't need to be perfect to do that, to command love and loyalty. To make someone be appreciated. You need not even graduate. Just recall the people that bring you pleasure are far more worth your time and investment than people you dislike; it's a great expenditure on people that you would care not be around, anyway.
[Private to Castiel]
I need to discuss your inmate with you. He was murdered prior to you retaining him, and it doesn't speak well to a man with insecurities in the justice system if people don't represent him fairly. I'm also guilty, as I was just recently informed that my inmate was one of the individuals implicated in the act.
So, I was wondering if I might speak with him, [and oh god, he knows it'll be a creepy, creepy place, and Richie's memories might be unreliable and rewritten to suit his fantasies, but he must be sure] and if I have permission from you and him possibly look at what he saw.
*OOC: Tonight will be the first night of the dream plot. It'll probably only go on until the 10th, but that should be plenty of time without it getting too stale.
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But couldn't everyone.
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No it's not. He didn't have adequate representation and it could prove crucial to his graduation.
The question is what do you know about it?
[Private]
I don't know anything. I admit that I stabbed Richie in self-defense, but that wasn't a secret. Jesse stayed with me the whole time afterwards, he took care of me.
[Private]
It doesn't mean that Jesse couldn't have cooperated with someone. It's not as though Mr. Gecko has made many friends during his stay.]
Did you ever ask for any action to be taken against Mr. Gecko by his current warden, or address the matter with him? [As Castiel told him to ask her, he suspects that she did, but he has to ask to be sure.]
[Private]
He didn't have a Warden, which was probably why he chose that moment to do it. And talking to him is like talking to a broken record; he twists everything and it's always my fault. He was pissed I was dating Jesse, he was pissed we didn't have sex every time we talked. No matter how many times I tried to set him straight, Richie heard what he wanted to hear.
[Private]
Just because an inmate did something prior to another warden, doesn't meant that the current warden can't offer a new perspective and a more certain way of preventing the incident from occurring again. [Which he just thinks is Richie's delusion at the moment.]
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Well, I assure you that I wouldn't want you uncomfortable, and you oughtn't be near someone who makes you uncomfortable.
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I'm done now. [He's heard enough to know that Jesse probably did something, with or without Claire's knowledge.]
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